Phobia

I was planning to do some shopping this afternoon and intended to bring Lucas and the nanny. I thought I will need to nanny to watch Lucas if I am in the fitting room. Dominic first agreed. Then suddenly he called me to the room and said 'After Nurin's case, anything can happen while you are in the fitting room. Lucas can disappear and the nanny will just said 'I don't know where did he go' '. I got very worried. Nurin's case was a very tragic story. She walked to the night market alone and never returned. A few days later, they found her body badly tortured and abused, and she is only 7-8 years old.
Then I managed to ask a friend who is free and interested to come along. I felt better. However, the plan was not meant to be ... my mother in law came to visit Lucas and by the time she leaves, it was too late to go shopping.
In recent days, there are so many news of missing children never found, or found dead. I am now not planning to leave the nanny and Lucas alone at all until I get to know or trust her better. What a society we live in?? Time to emigrate??